My commute in 2001 was about 45-60 minutes. Tons of road construction and traffic congestion. On Tuesday morning, September 11, 2001, the traffic was particularly bad - as was news and sports talk on the radio. Dumb stories, fake laughs, no interesting sports leads, radio hosts talking over one another, etc. So I quickly jumped to CDs in my Jeep Grand Cherokee to listen to music during my painfully slow roll. But at least I was blissfully unaware of anything else going on other what I could see through my windshield and in my mirrors.
When I got to the office, I was simply relieved to get off the road. Never mind I was again going to sit - this time in a chair vs. behind the wheel. Nonetheless, the worst of the day was over I figured in terms of frustration.
I put down my keys, started my laptop and headed for my first cup of coffee. On the way back to my desk, I stopped by our centralized mail files to see what junk awaited me. Before I could get there, a co-worker met me along the way and was kind of wide-eyed.
I remember him saying something along the lines of "Man, that is crazy. Did you see that plane hit the Trade Center?" I told him I had no idea what he was talking about. He paraphrased his own question into a statement "Yeah, some sort of plane hit one of the towers in New York." No sooner had he said that did we hear another co-worker from their nearby office audibly say "Oh sh*t, another one."
We then parted ways, and I returned to my desk to fire up my web browser as soon as possible. I remember getting FOXNews.com to load - though all pictures and video would not. That is still one part of 9/11 I truly recall - everyone in our company was web bound, constantly trying to re-load pages for updates. Our web traffic had to have peaked that day. Page loads timed out. Many would only half-render.
I tried going back to one of our local news talk radio stations - the one I'd abandoned during my commute. We've never been able to get great radio reception on the floor of our building. But I could hear things well enough to understand the chaos that was unfolding.
Several folks packed up their gear and went home for the rest of the day. I chose to stay at work - but obviously not nothing done. I'd already scheduled Wed-Fri as 'vacation' days to pressure wash and steal our cedar fence at home. I'm really glad I did and followed through with it. It gave me 3 days to be alone and process a wide range of emotions that cycled many times in the days that followed.
I visited the Ground Zero site in NYC in November 2002 - about 15 months after the tragedy. Emotions were still raw as I stood there at night in a light mist. And I still reflect about what was & what has become each time I fly to Newark NJ and glance towards the City.
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